Sick & Stressed

I think I'm falling sick. Got headache, flu or is it cold? Not feeling well la.
Hopefully not H1N1...
Didnt go to school today, tak ambil report card. My mom busy cant fetch.

Not satisfied with my results leh.
7A 2B 2C
Come one, number 7 in class...
WHOLE FORM 1 I DROPPED 27 PLACES LEH!!!!!
27 PLACES!!!
From number 7 i dropped to 34. If this was final exam how? I cant get in first class.
grrr, FINAL EXAM MUST WORK HARDER!!! must go first class la...

7A's, 2B's 2C's.
B's for KH and Seni(seni sure B, ngam ngam 65% ==")
C for.....SEJARAH!!! 55% leh! NGAM NGAM!!! If minus even ONE more mark, I'd get a D. MY FIRST D. Thank god i didnt.

The other C? OH.MY.GOSH. BM I get C!! Shit la. Haven't told me mom yet. Ain't planning to.
Grr...my whole class like, only 1 person get A (Jacinta, 75%), 1 person get B (Liew Jin Hua,70%) and and the rest get C's and D's and E's...MY PENULISAN!! 53 out of 100!! Wei, havent get that bad for about a year. Last year worst also like 65++. My penulisan is good la wei. Pemahaman 28/40, my pemahaman memang bad, but MY PENULISAN?!?!

Grr...gotta be careful in the next frickin exam which is....WHAT THE?? Last week of July.
Cmon la, cut some slack..my piano exam's July 10. Violin exam August 12. Theory exam August 24. Dah la banyak stress!!!! Now add school exam. Just great. Wow, with like, SO MUCH NOISE IN THE HOUSE DUE TO FAMILY PROBLEMS, how can I concentrate? It is SO GONNA affect my exam.

I think I need a counselor.
I think I need him. (dont bother asking who, none of ur buisness)

I FEEL LIKE CURSING!!! *********

Got.To.Focus.On.Exams.
But I can't seem to get something out of my mind.
That thing is stuck in my mind.
Ppl think I look moody and emo.
You know what? I am moody. As for emo, no I'm not.

So stressed.

-Sin-
-Needs him-